aethelia:

you never knew you had it in you

to be so selfless

but you let your tongue run the sharp edges 

instead of your heart - 

at least this time you’re not the one getting heart.

(idk if it’s been obvious that i haven’t been on or anything hahaha but yeah i think i’m going to disappear for a little bit more…just until this dark cloud over my head floats a little bit away and instead of getting suffocated by things i can’t see, there are other stimulations pricking at my skin. feels like i’m not getting air in my lungs even though i’m inhaling and exhaling, and like there’s stones in my body cutting me apart and dragging me down.  
sorry for the not up to par edit - it’s crappier than usual? just felt like i had to get something out for the last time since today was an okay day before i went back under.)

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5 years ago, 01/05/16 | 70 notes

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